I always’ve felt like I’ve been the right-wing forum equivalent of the ‘obligatory wacky animal companion’ any anime with a large main cast has, the Scrappy Doo, the jester in a little bell-ridden costume that cackles and hits himself, the circus freak amongst the ‘deplorables’ or whatever else the dead-eyed cattle call whatever group I’ve cast my lot with for the moment.
Is it pathetic that I like occupying that niche? That, when I feel like I’m not in that niche, I seek it out? Is it a spineless thing? Is it a less gay equivalent to being a cuckold? Is it unaspirational, is it ignobly self-degrading?
In short, am I an annoying fag, and is it for naught?