Puppets are disturbing. If you’re into stuff like this, you’re far more likely to be gay, because being gay means that there’s something wrong with the way that you perceive objects. You can think of homosexuality as men with very VERY bad taste in women. They have issues with father or brother, and a man seems perfectly acceptable as a sexual partner – he can use it to vent his frustrations, receive masculine affirmation.
I remember finding a collection of “artwork” from a certain race realist homosexual Youtuber, and it was like contorted 3D figures performing humiliating acts – really creepy stuff. I also knew a lesbian who would draw disturbing pictures of contortionists.
Gay people also have a lower disgust response. They say gross things, enjoy bathroom humor, do their hair up in bizarre colors. And of course, talk and gesture in a creepy way.
Of course, it’s important to remember that sexual feelings override the gross. Having a foot fetish does not indicate a lower disgust response, because feet are sexualized to the fetishist – just as other unsanitary areas of the body are sexualized by a “normal” person.
I am actually super straight, because I am very picky and have a very high disgust response. For example, I do not use a lot of bad words, because they often refer to bathroom stuff which I find disgusting. I also can’t stand pornography, because the poses, lighting, choreography, and clothing are extremely unnatural. I like stuff that’s artistic and tame. Like I find girls taking artsy photos of themselves on Instagram more interesting than a fully naked woman. I also really like illustrations, but unfortunately there are few worthwhile artists.
But I do have issues with affirmation, so maybe if I had a lower disgust response, a degenerated visual perception, and had issues with my dad I’d be some weird catboy tr^nny or something. I don’t understand affirmation or how it works, but I had serious issues with my mother and now I like moms. (Whereas my sister decided that she was a man). This is not just in a normal sexual way (liking MILFs) but in a way that is emotional. I don’t understand why being screamed at would alter my sexuality. I guess you need male affirmation for masculinity AND female affirmation. My mom was always humiliating /emasculating me, so maybe it’s the “Look at this handsome MAN” thing that I crave from an older lady.
Of course, there is also a more general loneliness. My personality and interests were never affirmed, because people only found that stuff weird or boring. And affirmation on that level, that’s something I definitely crave.
